Personal blog of Ms. Kyashii Van Den Ashenvale also known as MonsterKathy. Logically, I'm a Self-Intern. Deal with that EARTHLINGS. I'm a Disconnected Outcast some people say. I don't deal with drugs or any form of it. I'm a Cyber Maniac, means I can't live without Internet. I can live without Cellular phones but what else I can do, I was away from home and my parents need My everyday story so I got all the gadgets I need to update me. FOREVER IS OVERRATED, LET'S JUST MAKE IT THROUGH TODAY....
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Wednesday, February 15, 2012
My heart cries for your souls.
Good morning earthlings, feather army, social climber, social maniac, anything goes with me, most of all ALL IMPERFECTIONS come and go.
Now it's my everyday diary, people ask why I still idle with some place to another it's because I'm into medication. medication of the heart. It's kinda critical at this time coz some jerks tried and tend to scratch and destroy it's confidence little by little. I'm this bitch and witch at the same time, I can make someone's life ruined without noticing it unless you told me so. I'm a dream maker in my own way. My souls are made by stars, I'm a monster made by STARS.
If you got any problem with that, the least you can do is deal with it, I don't even care with your everyday opinion with someone's life.
till next time Insects. See you around.
K.Bye.Xoxo
~MonsterKathy
Now it's my everyday diary, people ask why I still idle with some place to another it's because I'm into medication. medication of the heart. It's kinda critical at this time coz some jerks tried and tend to scratch and destroy it's confidence little by little. I'm this bitch and witch at the same time, I can make someone's life ruined without noticing it unless you told me so. I'm a dream maker in my own way. My souls are made by stars, I'm a monster made by STARS.
If you got any problem with that, the least you can do is deal with it, I don't even care with your everyday opinion with someone's life.
till next time Insects. See you around.
K.Bye.Xoxo
~MonsterKathy
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Thursday, February 9, 2012
Those things about me
Good Day Feathers!!!!
I don't know what I'm doing. I feel a bit lost, stranded, wounded and in need of a bit help to just get me back on my feet again. Easier said than done.I mean it's just a bit of stability really.
I'm not the type of a girl that will sit there and let people and opportunities pass by. It's just not me. It's like something has gotten inside of me and took over. I don't know who I am anymore. It's such a hard concept to explain but it has many factors.
Fate can have it's horrible ways of throwing something in front of you, you've never really expected. I think people should be open with themselves about what it is they really want, what it is they really wanna do. no point hanging onto false hope right? You could just lose that one thing that was perfect for you.
people should be happy about what they have and not what they could have. Some people have nothing at all, no home, no money, no job and sometimes not even a FAMILY. Therefore, you should cherish what people you do have and make the most of them and whatever you've got. Sometimes you don't have them in your life as long as you might hoped for....
You can strive for success in anything really, aim high and just go for it. But, you have to have it in you to do this. Everyone has Willpower, they just either have or don't have the confidence but they certainly have the ability to show it. Self-esteem levels can be affected by many things. I mean for me, people boost my confidence, they may not seem like they do, cause I can be such a stubborn selfish individual and act like they don't but when someone sits there says like; "keep being you okay? You're unlike anyone I've ever met and I want you to remember this every time your doubts get the best of you, and if you ever need me to remind you. I will. Have a lovely day". It makes you think there is life out there. it's people like that who are the reason why you should never give up on who you are!
Now maybe i end up giving myself an advice. Yeah. Thanks for reading . So long. And yeah I'm Awesome..
Wednesday, February 8, 2012
This is How I Rule
And yeah i'm starting to share my personality, like little by little. And photos below are my addictions.. I just wanna share. By the way, I created an account here not just to earn followers but to express my personality, I want my Mom to feel and see that even I am not fully bloom I can do things on my own way. Yeah maybe it's just all the Angts I putting here... So long fellas
Feathers: I like there colors
Skates...
I do smoke but not regularly, I smoke just to ease some stress, and distraction
Tattoo: I always wanted to have one but maybe in the near future.
Skate.......Again
And skate...
And Skate.........
Sunday, February 5, 2012
Someone greets me A Blazing Sky
Hi everyone! been wandering this time of the day and my mind kinda soaked..ahahaha
As you can see this is all about the scenery i was captured by. I was mesmerize by it. I quickly bundled up and took a ride around the corner to see what was one of the most vivid sun-rises I have seen n a long time. The sky turned colors in front of my eyes. From a blaze-orange to a fire red with deep purple accents until it dissipated with the clouds in to your standard yellow sunrise.
the photo taken from my last trip in AKLAN,. kinda miss that place..
bye.
Saturday, February 4, 2012
A disconnected outcast
90 degrees of my Average Pointless Sneaking down inside my MIND.
This blog is dedicated to every reality stars.It's my own opinion so it doesn't matter to you.
Hey reality star... you suck. you can't ever be taken seriously because, look it, I mean,You're on a friggin' reality show for God's sake! You suck because you've become famous for being yourself, partying, and having sex with cameras following you around. You are SELLOUT! Ok I'm sorry, I will be kinder to you. I know that the show doesn't represent your entire personality but I have to judge you solely on what I see on TV. The fact that you signed up for a reality show means that you are desperate for fame, you have no brains, family values, or any sense of self respect. There is absolutely NO WAY that you can be on a reality show yet also shares these traits. I mean,,,,, can I even call you a "human" now? Are you human? Maybe you were, but you can never be again. Whatever you do, do NOT expect to be taken seriously in the real world after being on a reality show.How the hell can we take you seriously? The fact that cameras followed you around for a few weeks absolutely diminishes any positive humanly qualities that you once had.
Don't expect to ever get a job because you've never worked a day in your life. You have money from being in a reality show but you sure as hell don't deserve it. You didn't have a 97 average from the time you were in first grade to high school. You didn't graduate college with a 3.9 GPA. You don't know what work is, your rich family supported you your entire life. You don't know what its like to get you electric turned off because your family can't pay a bill. You don't know what it's like to watch your parents break their back in order to buy you a new pair of Jordans. You are unappreciative because of those cameras followed you around... I'm sorry....
Don't ever.. EVER, be expected to have any talent of any kind whatsoever. EVER! Real talented people who have been working their entire lives still haven't achieved a tiny percentage of success that you have gotten ever night. Do you feel proud of that? The fact that you made it so quickly means that you've never done anything talented in your life. You were on a reality show! You can't spell. You can't read or write. You can't sing or perform. You can't draw. You have zero creativity otherwise you wouldn't have to go on a show like that and make a fool of yourself.. And here is a very important point. Do not expect to ever do anything else in the entertainment industry. Did you ever read Scarlet Letter? (Probably not because you're a reality star)But that's what you are. A disconnected outcast. You can't act. You weren't the lead role in every high school play. . You never memorized a full play and performed it at the theatre in front of hundreds of people. You've never performed Shakespearian monologues. You never studied acting or had a real audition. Now that you're famous you expect to be in the next big movie just because of who you are. How do you sleep at night?
Don't ever expect to love. I see what you do on that show. You sleep with a new chick every night. What a pig you are. REAL men who aren't on reality show do not bring random girls home from clubs and bang them.You have zero respect for women. You weren't raised in a house with only your mom and two sisters so how do you know to respect female? Females do not want to hook up with you. You are taking advantage of them because of your fame! You don't keep in touch with them after you hook up. In fact, you tell everyone that "she was a hoe" and ruin reputations. Its all YOUR fault don't you get it. Because the TV shows your life being documented while you are a young man in his early twenties in a party environment, you have a passion, emotion, or love to share with a significant other.
So I think you are getting my point here reality star... You just SUCK. And the more you show is about drinking and partying, the harder you suck. Drinking and partying is not something everyone does! Hardly anyone does it so the fact that you have the AUDACITY to get up there with your little dance moves and rub it in the faces of everyone is bullshit... So remember you're not smart, you have no talent, you'll never be anything else once the fifteen minutes is up, you are terrible person with no morals, and you suck..................... oh I can't wait to watch your show on Thursday, maybe Everyday!!!!
This blog is dedicated to every reality stars.It's my own opinion so it doesn't matter to you.
Hey reality star... you suck. you can't ever be taken seriously because, look it, I mean,You're on a friggin' reality show for God's sake! You suck because you've become famous for being yourself, partying, and having sex with cameras following you around. You are SELLOUT! Ok I'm sorry, I will be kinder to you. I know that the show doesn't represent your entire personality but I have to judge you solely on what I see on TV. The fact that you signed up for a reality show means that you are desperate for fame, you have no brains, family values, or any sense of self respect. There is absolutely NO WAY that you can be on a reality show yet also shares these traits. I mean,,,,, can I even call you a "human" now? Are you human? Maybe you were, but you can never be again. Whatever you do, do NOT expect to be taken seriously in the real world after being on a reality show.How the hell can we take you seriously? The fact that cameras followed you around for a few weeks absolutely diminishes any positive humanly qualities that you once had.
Don't expect to ever get a job because you've never worked a day in your life. You have money from being in a reality show but you sure as hell don't deserve it. You didn't have a 97 average from the time you were in first grade to high school. You didn't graduate college with a 3.9 GPA. You don't know what work is, your rich family supported you your entire life. You don't know what its like to get you electric turned off because your family can't pay a bill. You don't know what it's like to watch your parents break their back in order to buy you a new pair of Jordans. You are unappreciative because of those cameras followed you around... I'm sorry....
Don't ever.. EVER, be expected to have any talent of any kind whatsoever. EVER! Real talented people who have been working their entire lives still haven't achieved a tiny percentage of success that you have gotten ever night. Do you feel proud of that? The fact that you made it so quickly means that you've never done anything talented in your life. You were on a reality show! You can't spell. You can't read or write. You can't sing or perform. You can't draw. You have zero creativity otherwise you wouldn't have to go on a show like that and make a fool of yourself.. And here is a very important point. Do not expect to ever do anything else in the entertainment industry. Did you ever read Scarlet Letter? (Probably not because you're a reality star)But that's what you are. A disconnected outcast. You can't act. You weren't the lead role in every high school play. . You never memorized a full play and performed it at the theatre in front of hundreds of people. You've never performed Shakespearian monologues. You never studied acting or had a real audition. Now that you're famous you expect to be in the next big movie just because of who you are. How do you sleep at night?
Don't ever expect to love. I see what you do on that show. You sleep with a new chick every night. What a pig you are. REAL men who aren't on reality show do not bring random girls home from clubs and bang them.You have zero respect for women. You weren't raised in a house with only your mom and two sisters so how do you know to respect female? Females do not want to hook up with you. You are taking advantage of them because of your fame! You don't keep in touch with them after you hook up. In fact, you tell everyone that "she was a hoe" and ruin reputations. Its all YOUR fault don't you get it. Because the TV shows your life being documented while you are a young man in his early twenties in a party environment, you have a passion, emotion, or love to share with a significant other.
So I think you are getting my point here reality star... You just SUCK. And the more you show is about drinking and partying, the harder you suck. Drinking and partying is not something everyone does! Hardly anyone does it so the fact that you have the AUDACITY to get up there with your little dance moves and rub it in the faces of everyone is bullshit... So remember you're not smart, you have no talent, you'll never be anything else once the fifteen minutes is up, you are terrible person with no morals, and you suck..................... oh I can't wait to watch your show on Thursday, maybe Everyday!!!!
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
The Absence of the WORLD...
Hello there Cyber People!!
Now I finally found my new space where I will describe the everyday trials and tribulations since the departure of my Juvenile.
What's the stage in between puberty and menopause? Oh um, being a woman. Being crazy difficult emotionally unstable balanced on the outside female human being appearing to look well balanced on most work days. i just have a hard time admitting it. Till I find myself watching Friends with Benefits, trying to find the meaning of life from a movie that only got a 6.6/10 rating from 51, 063 users of IMDb.com. I then make up my own theory of what the CHAOS theory is really all about. Which will in turn help me discover how to balance my CHAKRAS and take away this chaos which is suffocating me. I then realize the last sentence was way too long and I forgot to take a new breath in between full stops, which is maybe the real reason why I am feeling suffocated.
I'm hungry again. It has been about 30minutes since I last ate. I either have a very fast metabolism or just have no self control. I would like to think a bit of both we all know it is because I have a fast metabolism. We all know the reason why my size 2 pants no longer fit it because the whole world got smaller but my pants did not get the memo. I want the world stop.
I had the best weekend. I smiled a lot.
I cried a lot last week. i don't think I am that great at this thing called LIFE but hopefully in 2012 I improve. My siblings and I made a deal on staying positive. I guess wanting the world to stop isn't part of the deal. According to a friend, tonight the galaxy will meet with a "Big Solar Storm". Earth however will not be hit. I am going to google this, and if it does hit, then these shall be my last words.
We got hit by a big solar storm.
Now I finally found my new space where I will describe the everyday trials and tribulations since the departure of my Juvenile.
What's the stage in between puberty and menopause? Oh um, being a woman. Being crazy difficult emotionally unstable balanced on the outside female human being appearing to look well balanced on most work days. i just have a hard time admitting it. Till I find myself watching Friends with Benefits, trying to find the meaning of life from a movie that only got a 6.6/10 rating from 51, 063 users of IMDb.com. I then make up my own theory of what the CHAOS theory is really all about. Which will in turn help me discover how to balance my CHAKRAS and take away this chaos which is suffocating me. I then realize the last sentence was way too long and I forgot to take a new breath in between full stops, which is maybe the real reason why I am feeling suffocated.
I'm hungry again. It has been about 30minutes since I last ate. I either have a very fast metabolism or just have no self control. I would like to think a bit of both we all know it is because I have a fast metabolism. We all know the reason why my size 2 pants no longer fit it because the whole world got smaller but my pants did not get the memo. I want the world stop.
I had the best weekend. I smiled a lot.
I cried a lot last week. i don't think I am that great at this thing called LIFE but hopefully in 2012 I improve. My siblings and I made a deal on staying positive. I guess wanting the world to stop isn't part of the deal. According to a friend, tonight the galaxy will meet with a "Big Solar Storm". Earth however will not be hit. I am going to google this, and if it does hit, then these shall be my last words.
We got hit by a big solar storm.
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